Two days ago, I found out my base. I started to get homesick because I realized that I won’t be back at home right away, possibly another two years. I will definitely visit but it is kind of scary knowing that I can’t just drive to moms house in 20 minutes or hit up my best friends to get some boba.
I am incredibly blessed to be given this opportunity and to be able to move to New York! But I would like to walk down Times Square during Christmas time with my best friends and find hole in the wall bookstores and listen to live music with a significant other.
Last night, I met this girl who graduated today and she brought my spirits up. I realized that God has a plan and this is my outlet to just grow. I am excited and scared at the same time. Now I just have to find an apartment.
Release fear of the unknown with curiosity.